Sweet Ceremonials.

got my hair cut yesterday not sure if I like it yet

on another note I curled my hair last night 

and its still in reasonably good nick 

fuck I hate this sometimes. every time mam want to get healthy I’m like aww yeah whatever do what you want but now that I want to as well and I have went shopping with her over the weekend and I’m like we will get this and I will cook us things that are healthy but when it come down to it she is like no you will not cook because you do not clean up ‘properly’ so tonight we have not had anything to eat its bull shit. 

last week also I had exams so I got home early for two days in time to make us dinner  and the other days I was off completley so again I made dinner and she either didn’t eat it or came in later and ate alone with out thanking me or anything I do house chores with out being asked when I’m off school the only thing that I hate doing it taking the dog out becvause i’m a lazy shit and most days change from my school uniform into pj’s then shower and put pj’s on again. 

argh she is just being super annoying because dad is away on buisness again but for fuck sack she went over for the mothers day weekend and she came home with nothing to do but she made things to do. 

I am aware that none of this will make sense but I need to rage and this is my ‘private’. 

but I always get the blame for things when i’m the one that help out around the house without a single word the only things that I don’t do it my room and walk the dog. and I get the most bullshit jaxon(brother) sits in his room doing shit all sitting in his own shit talking to his friends and if hes not doing that he is in the second family room playing on the PS3 making that room look like shit. she litrally does nothing unless he is asked to do something such as take your shit into your room and feed the dog. 

he is 12 and I literally have to baby him. I love him to pieces and my parents but he thinks getting told to take his clean washing into his room several times is the most annoying thing that our parents can do. 

then when I complain about well i’m not going to go into it, but he has a go at me because he ‘apparentley’ get more cop than me well what a load of bull shit.

any how i’m hungry and i’m not allowed to cook what I want and mum is not going to cook anything cause she has not sat down all day and she is finishing packing stuff in the kitchen (we are moving to rent ina couple of weeks) and she is going to watch the block. 

well this is bullshit.

just to add on to things on the Friday I said I was going to catch a bus to spotlight to buy a few things. she said I should just come home and she would drive me later in the day she didn’t and was supposedly going to take me yesterday she didn’t and i didn’t say a word but when I asked her to take me there today she through shit at the fan. stupid bitch.

oh yeah finally got daria of chanae. 

also talked to nana tonight, have Florence in 16 days, have two dresses that should be here in 6 days. and I’m almost finished community. and might have gotten my nana to start watching it :).

did I also mention that today was also my first day back at school so cherry on top of that cake.

and now I have three letters to respond to woo hoo actually that puts me in a good mood you now you have friend when after 6 years of barley speaking because i moved overseas and then after sending one letter they write back. 

on another note we just sold our house should be happy but you no what these tickets where for a concert for next year and now I’m going to have to wait for quite a bit christ why does the fan base have to be screaming 13 year old christ you don’t have a chance. leave. 

well I have florence.

SUCK ON THAT BITCHES.

just a small bit pissed off

my friend promised that when her friend bought her tickets she would but me one aswell hahahahahahah what a fucking joke that was I asked you one thing ONE FUCKING THING you dick muncher oh what your too ugly for any one to let you. 

and now to shower and then continue *le knitting*